Im really scared and im really excited,
Im really anxious and im really frightened,
Im waiting for Handsome-man to add me :S
I felt like crying all day today.
I take vocal lessons and my mother has been really mad at me lately.
The lessons are expensive and yet i haven't held up my end of the bargain.
I was supposed to sing a song in church every 2-3 months. I have songs ready, really i do!
I dont want to point blame, but the reason i haven't is because my brother wont learn the piano part on time,
he tells me last minuet that he can't play on certain days, and other things.
I know he's busy and that he really does have other better things to do,
but why not just let me have someone else play the part?
"Nooooo its my sheet music!" he says :(
So now i am in deep trouble, anger,
and sad that i may have to stop my lessons just because of my brother.
Since i was in shambles most of the day,
i had lost my appetite a bit.
I weighed myself before
eating a huge home-made sandwich
:P yum I was a good 187 :) can't wait till 185!
Ive been going to the gym every day now since i've started!
I do incline walking/running/power walk,
weights for my arms,
and lots of crunches for the tummy
:) It feels good...