BW 4

On to day 4 of the buckwheat diet and i have this feeling that i dont want to eat anything anymore lol. Everything tastes bland now. Yesterday of day 3 i barely ate much of the buckwheat and kefir. And then after gym my friend's dad gave us juice and i drank some,... it was good, and thats what probably kept me from having a headache today :P. I wish i could tell you all what my weight is this morning but sadly i didn't get up early enough to weigh myself before my mom came from her night-shift and now is sleeping in her room where the scale is :( But at least i see changes in my body :) My stomach is definitely flatter and stuff.

I was looking at Handsome-man's profile alot lately,... not in a stalker way, just trying to find things out... Why would someone his age, like-ness, and great personality would he still be unmarried? or is he already married? ... I've noticed most of the men in his church dont wear wedding rings and barely women do too... ugh this sucks like crazy! If only i knew who to ask... well i know someone who would, but how should i ask?? Ugh this is killing me!

Im still not in a studying mood :( thats not good at all... But im trying really hard... Though i know my microbiology class is unbearable, i need to try,... try and try again to get the grade I need! Ugh i just wish this semester would be over already!

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BW 3

Well today is the start of day 3 of the buckwheat diet and its going really well. I've been going to the gym daily too. So i get up today to weigh myself and im a remarkable 184ish :D its awesome! I want to be on this diet forever! But i know that im going to have to stop sometime...


My good friend's birthday is coming up :S and i told her i cant go to the party, its really true i cant but im also glad that im not going cuz ill be the elephant in the room, so i'm taking her out instead. Im taking her to a Sushi place :D I LOVE SUSHI!!! plus you can get the miso soup that is really filling. And then right after that day im going back on the BW diet!


At the rate that i'm losing weight, i'll definitely be 10kg less on Monday! And ready to face Handsome-man... well maybe not quite yet, but to show a more beautiful me and get the fat picture of me out of his head :P I wish i knew his schedule for college so i can innocently bump into him :P

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BW 2

Buckwheat diet day 2 is on the rise and i feel pretty good still :) I weighed myself really quickly this morning and it said i was 186ish :) Thats just fabulous! This thing is really working! Plus its not that hard to do. Having only to eat 2 things and restricting both to just 2 cups each, its very low in calories and again more means to lose weight! This diet is supposed to help lose 4-10kg in a week or two, which is really cool too. But the sad part is you can do it once a month :( I wonder why cant i do it every other week for two weeks? we'll see i guess.

I was at the gym last night and every Sunday, Monday, and Thursday (sometimes on Saturdays too) I see this cute guy who works at the front desk :P And I'd just talk to him and stuff and just yesterday he finally started a conversation :D which is nice cuz you don't want to be the only one trying to strike up a conversation! ... though i know nothing is going to happen between us, He's really cool guy to talk to and a good practice to feel comfortable again around guys :)


Well, handsome-man still hasn't returned a message on FB, but that's okay... I don't really look like myself on the photo anyway... besides he's barely on there anyways,... he's a busy man,... trying to become a doctor, he has a long way to go on his education, he doesn't need a girl right now to take him off his focus.

I hope that with this BW diet I'll be 175 by Sunday... So i can finally fit into my clothes again! lol

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Diet mistakes!

I just realized that i totally did the diet wrong yesterday; I got mad, ate 2 pizza slices, 2 cups of cherry coke, a piece of chocolate, and a handful of dark chocolate covered pomegranate. But not to worry, Im fine now, and buzzed on the food i ate...


My mom noticed that i was not eating the buckwheat and she was like "I thought you were going to be serious on this diet" "I already told everyone that you are going on this diet" "i wanted to see if its going to work so i can go on it" "You never have a middle ground on food! you either eat everything you want or you eat nothing!" ... ugh ...


Im starting it tomoro, since i know what i did wrong... Plus ill be going to the gym in the morning and going to college straight after so that I will ONLY eat buckwheat and Kefir... plus i may have the chance to see Handsome-man... Dont worry im not really stuck on him anymore..

I have a penpal, I've been writing to him since ever! about 6 years now i believe and its really cool... I want to visit him in 2 years (when i have the money). I cant wait to see him! Yes, its a guy! He is really cool, i love it that he has such girl drama and then im kinda there to pick up the pieces, cuz everyone needs someone once in a while to think things through...SO i must get skinny!


I cant wait till im skinny :)
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Buckwheat diet day 1

Well i just started today, and its not that bad. I can eat buckwheat all day and buttermilk (only 1 liter). I hope this will work. It should work, i don't know what else to do. I cant fast, i cant make myself stay at the gym, i love sweets, and stuff like that. So i was thinking for this diet, Ill be on buckwheat and kefir for 2 weeks, then 2 weeks without kefir, and then two weeks on cuz i've been reading up on the diet (barely any info out there), And it is said that with the kefir it makes you rapidly lose weight... I dont want to get into a plateau or anything so i'll try it this way. Besides it was only intended to be for 2 weeks... I know a girl who was on it for more than a month!!!

I went to bed really late last night and before i went to sleep i checked my facebook one last time. And finally he added me. It was a bit odd because i wonder why he added so late at night as well, and then I find that he is like 24 going on 25 years of age and knowing that his church don't really wear wedding rings, it makes me wonder if he is married or not. FYI the Slavic community marries really early. So im just sitting there thinking... looking around his profile... Some things aren't adding up... The display name really isn't his name, barely goes on his facebook at all, the email that is displayed is even more screwed up (has a name but not his name), and things like that.... is someone impersonating him? I dont know.... Its just all too weird for me right now... I wonder if he is going to reply to my message i sent.. only the really Handsome-man can answer it, so we'll see what happens.

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Screw it!

Im really sad... Ive been waiting for a reply for a week now and no approval :(
This sucks sooo bad! I had hope that my looks wont mean anything, that his smiles looked past all that... But i guess i was wrong... He doesn't remember me, im just another girl, just another FAT girl... Ive never felt so ugly... Im totally starting the Buckwheat diet tomoro... I want to try to do it for a month,... but ill shoot for 2 weeks to lose the 10kg... I hope it really works, i need to go back to my regular weight!... and hopefully i can do it much longer to actually lose more weight! Though i know this wont fill the hole in my heart, Its something to start with....

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Hey Everybody

So, i've been going to the gym like everyday now and i think its going good... But i still haven't lost weight :( I know its probably from the weights, but i need to do the weights because im really big and if i dont do them, ill be flabby... Walking in an incline really helped, i can fit into a pair of jeans that i couldn't fit into couple weeks ago, but i still got to figure out another routine! Fat burning is great and all but i think i should try burning calories again... and stick with the weights. I've been looking at a new diet,... my mom was telling me how there is this buckwheat diet that seems to work really good, so i think im going to try it. I know this one girl who was 240lbs and lost alot of weight on this diet, so hopefully ill be able to as well. I hope i hope i hope i hope. I heard you can lose about 4-10kg in about 2 weeks,... which is really good! Ill put up the details of the diet soon as i start it. I need to be at least 170lbs when i go visit handsome-man's church!

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