Im a big fat ugly cow :(

Ugh i hate the way i've been eating lately!
Ive been on and off a diet and cant seem to finish one or start one :S
Im going to try once again to start the 3 day diet... but i've found i have no more peanut butter :(
So ill try to do the lemonade diet tomoro... i need to do 10 days on it!!!!!
But it sucks cuz im going out with family for my birthday on sunday :((((
Maybe fast until the dinner??
ugh... good thing i just went back to 185... and im totally doing a long night at the gym!!!
Plus a lax tea for the night...
I hope you are having more luck than me!!!

{DOVE}