I totally ate a bunch of sushi with my friend yesterday. It was good to have some girl time and catch up n stuff. I was afraid after yesterday's food rampage that i would be 190 but nope :) good 187...Since im starting my 2nd round of the 3 day diet, hopefully ill be a 177 when im done...Im really excited... really really really excited!!!... I can't wait to be a fashion girl with awesome hair, dress, and makeup that roams the halls of the college campus... or at church :PI want to feel good about myself again... i dont want to be comfortable... Ive been comfortable too long, that is why i haven't noticed the growing fat on me the last few years!Time for a change :)So pumped up for the diet xD Its weird but true DOVE
Im so scared that im going to gain weight while im off the diet, so im carefully monitoring what i eat. And it should work to at least keep it at 185lbs... So i checked today after i ate in the morning and stuff and it is still at 185 :) Thats really really good!
My mom was warning about what to eat and what not to eat and that i shouldn't eat until feel hungry... and i already know all that stuff but i feel weird... im not hungry nor am i hungry, its a odd feeling...Im going to group today :) I hope Handsome-man will be there... i really do hope so... My mom is a bit anxious of me going alone, but i dont care im going anyway. Im going to look my best too! I think it would be weird if i only start looking extra pretty only after i find out he's there, ppl will notice. Hopefully they'll notice how pretty i am and start talking :P Has anyone else try the 3 day diet??[DOVE]
Im sooooo happy! I lost 11 lbs! This is sooo amazing!I always had this diet on my mind for a very long time, but i never thought it would work, but it did! So im 184 :) such a huge jump from 195! I totally recommend this diet to anyone who is overweight and obese, it works wonders, better than a diet pill! I cant wait till my three days 'off' the diet will be over so i can do it again and be 175 :D then i can actually where clothes again cuz i ballooned out of them by being 195 for a very long time... and even to get to 165 would be a dream come true! ... I hope i can go really far with this diet... i really do... in the mean time, i am eating less of course and im looking at calories and taking advice to what i did last year to get to 170lbs... Im so glad i kept a diet journal!
Im going to a group thing tomoro and i might see Handsome-man :) i wonder if he'll recognize my thinner self :P i doubt it a little but i cant wait for him to see a transformed me... even when ill be 165... I know what church he goes to, and my mom has wanted to go for a while cuz she was invited by a friend. Cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait!!!!!
Food Plan for off diet (1) - Breakfast: Coffee (w/milk and Splenda), 2 light laughing cow cheese wedges.
- Lunch: 1 packet of instant Miso soup, 2 cups of cantaloupe.
- Dinner: 2 slices of meat, 1/2 cup string beans, 1/2 banana, 1 cup icecream
- TOTAL CALORIES: 440!
Stay strong, beautiful, and thin [DOVE]
So,... I get up this morning, right? and i'm tired because i can home late last night from a Bible discussion and from the diet... But the diet was good... i don't feel all that different, just maybe a little spaced out sometimes. But anyway, i get up and i head for the scale and i was thinking maybe the scale will be good to me this morning and say that i'm at the most 190lbs. But it didn't. It said something else.
I was thrilled to see a number that I've missed for a while... I was 185 lbs again :) Though it is a big number, its really exciting to know that this diet is really working for me. I'm not starving all day, but rather i am eating more healthy and more proportioned meals. And its only the second day!!! I recommend all overweight and obese people to give this diet a try. I don't know if it will work on healthy and ultra skinny people... we'll find out later :)
I feel so good about myself right now that its intoxicating! I haven't felt so good in a long time. I cant wait to do this diet again! To go down to 175 will be amazing :) And invigorating. To show those snobby girls that are skinny from birth that i too can be skinny and pretty... maybe even be more than they can ever be. To tell you a little secret, i dont really have boobs or a butt and i am now ever so thankful to God that i dont. Cuz if i had those curves, i would have a harder time trying to get into those size zero pants in the end :) sigh... well till tomoro, with a thinner me,
<3 [DOVE]
I woke up this morning and i weighed myself to find that i lost about 2.5lbs! Which is really great because i lost some weight from eating quite a bit of food :P I know its not water weight because i drank like 9 cups of water yesterday! And i went to the gym... But i also heard i wasn't supposed to exercise on this diet, but not sure why... But I'm still really excited!!! :D
Today is Diet Day 2, and so far its been really good... I mean its not like the food is terrible or anything. Plus i don't feel faint at all so i can go to the gym, run/power-walk in a incline for a mile and do some weights... I need to learn to love the gym again :S..
When I'm going to be off my diet, I'm going to add new things to my "Yummy" page... I found some really good low calorie foods that are instant to make :D
<3 DOVE
Day 1 is done and im really happy... It seemed easy even a bit too easy...But of course someone my size will be melting off the pounds till it will hit 'regular size'...I've noticed that since i have my diet thing, Handsome-man, and my college stuff on my mind i lack in time for studying or that im just too tired from gym to study or im just at college wondering if ill see someone i know...sigh...Handsome-man kept replaying in my head all day long... i even took a quick nap to dream and have him close to me in some way. But i know im not enough for him... I lack in my outward appearance, im not graceful with words, and im totally not as close to God as he is... Some of you might say, thats just him and you shouldnt try to change... but i like it that im finding things about myself, whether it is good news, bad news, old news, or new... Even if we'd stay friends, i'd be a better person for knowing him. But i love it how love makes you want to look better and weigh less :PIm Anxious about tomoro... Why? you may ask... well the fact is alot of things are going on tomoro... I have class, i may see Handsome-man, I may have not lost any pounds, Im going to go to a girl group and i fear that ill be the fattest cow there, and worried i wont get up to study... I need to pass my classes and i fear all this day dreaming is ruining it!.... Ill pray for a better day for all of us,DOVE
